spotlight is on !

I really try to keep it real, to be honest with myself. Because in the end I will be the only fool in this game, I don't know why I'm giving him the chance to bond with me, and I really want to bond with him but this doesn't envolve any kind of romance. At all. Not even in my worst nightmares dreams, ugh.

I sort of have an infatuation with having someone for myself, I just want to feel that stupid ache again, I want to wake up everyday wanting for more, but I have to be as patient as I can. I have a crush on this guy, but I don't even talk to him. I think I may be waiting for the day I see flying cows to make a move. I don't know, I'm tired of rejection.

I don't know if it's me, dude I'm not pretty but I have charm, I guess.